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[gwydion]

* Today was exhausting. I was scheduled to be short sleeped, which never helps, but at least they didn't start third phase of ripping our walls out, which would have made it worse. I had a rip your heart out of your chest sort of dream, an alternate universe where Skye and Abe were still alive, only, in the middle, Abe killed himself again, not leaving a note again, and I spent the rest of the dream having to explain his depression to people over and over again, just like real life only now and faster., and so woke with a belly clenched with loss. Then it was a bunch of things needing doing quick before I left for a round of exhausting things needing doing. Luckily, it was the sort of day when the timing lines up eerily well, from stop lights to no lines. It really helped, as I simply didn't have a lot of pain resistance for hours of waiting. I even managed to squeeze in to optionals as I had an hour between two time dependent errands and a doctor's appointment. (I had a coupon for a free double dip waffle cone at Mallard and got Assam and coconut chunk, and there was a parking space right in front of the good used book store where I had a $40+ dollar credit. They did not have either of the books I was looking for, but I found three I'm pretty excited about. I still have about 13+ credit left, but I did not have any more time). I forgot to pick up my meds after the Doctor, and was too tired to go back, as I still had the library and the dollar store to hit. The dollar store solved a number of problems for under ten dollars, which was a huge help.

Tomorrow will likely be bad, as it's short sleeped again, plus demoralizing in person bureaucracy on top. I got my papers in order Sunday, and can only hope squirrel has his in time for me to take.

I still owe tarot and ought to do another ebay round.

* Fundraiser to pay insurance and back rent: http://djinni.livejournal.com/507872.html