Dec. 18th, 2019

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Since 2016 I always have posted something this time of year, a general call to rms, a reminder to take care of yourself, an outline for hanging in there and surviving this. I've been delaying instinctively, I think. I've been asked to write something posative. It's hard; this dark of the year is extra grim as one by one the lights go out and Australia and the U.K. electorate votd to join us in a terrible place. I honestly don't know if i can do it.

The thing I keep remindng myself is that people keep protesting, people keep resisting all over the world. I've been trying very hard this last couple months to remind people of that, to remind myself of that, by checking in with the prostets in as many countres as I can manage over and over, even as the forces of autocracy bring down terrible violence against the young in particular.

Somewhere people keep saying no in the face of the full force of the state that lies that any discent at all is terrorism.

There is so little time left in this country to save ourselves. There is so little time left until we find out once an for all if we have rule of law, if we still have democracy, if al the promise of this countries flawed, but still beautiful constitution has been pissed away or if we can still save it with determination and protests and votes.

I hope to fuck we can.

Some of us are very likely going to be dead if we can't. People are already dying in this country because the power of the state to do harm is unchecked and getting worse. People are dying in other countries in protests, in purges, and/or at the hands of police or government backed gangs.

I am terrified of how bad it is now and how much worse it may get.

I believe that there are still chances for us to put on the brakes, and reverse this here and in other places. As scary as all this shit is there is still hope.

In 2016, I warned you all that this was a marathon, not a sprint. Here at the end of 2019, with less than a year to our next elections in the U.S., I know we are all exhausted and dishearted, but some countries are holdingback the tide.

We can do that here.
We can protest. At state and local offices of politicians. In mass ralleys.
We can call, write, and fax our dissent.
We can volunteer with campaigns and with protest organizations.
We can help raise money.
We can talk people into registering to vote and get them to show up for primaries/caucuses and the big election in November. we can vote in every ddamned race on the ballot and get everyone who cares about us to do the same.
We can help make protest signs even if we aren't up to protests or provide other emotionl and materal support.
We can refused to be slenced and refuse to give up. They are counting on our despair to help them win.
We can take care of ourselves and each other and take break when we need to because that's the only way to keep the momentum going. If you need to pick one or two things to focus on, do it, but keep fighting.
We can have each other's backs. This time, we leave no one behind. This time we keep the fight intersectional and show the fuck up for each other.

We can't afford to let them win. The more ground we cede, the harder fighting gets, so make them fight for every single inch. Make them drag each civil right and liberty from our hands one by one after the longest struggle we can give them. Make it cost the time and energy.

A list of organizations to help you run for office: http://lovingmyselfishard.tumblr.com/post/167330144634/psst-hey

The Indivisble guide exists to help you organize effective resistance: https://indivisible.org/

Have something you want to tell your Congress Critters? If you can not protest in person, here are some other options:

Call the Capitol Switchboard at (202) 224-3121 and ask to be connected to the representative of your choice.

This App phones your rep for you: http://takeastance.us/

Here is one that will send your reps a fax: https://resistbot.io/
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* "China Responds Slowly, and a Pig Disease Becomes a Lethal Epidemic:" https://www.nytimes.com/2019/12/17/business/china-pigs-african-swine-fever.html

Basically, the Chinese government decided it would be cheaper to make people jump through lots of bureaucratic hoops to get significantly less than the pigs are worth, thus incentivizing farmers to slaughter the infected pigs and sell them on the black market, helpfully spreading the epidemic to at least nine other countries.

"When the swine fever began to spread 16 months ago, the Ministry of Agriculture told the country’s local governments to cull all pigs in herds if there was even one sick animal, and to compensate the farmers. The ministry authorized local governments to pay up to $115 for the largest pigs, a cap later raised to $170. Before the epidemic, however, many pigs sold for $250 or more apiece, particularly breeding sows, according to government data. With the epidemic, the price has soared to $600 or more.

To get that partial reimbursement, many farmers had to deal with tightfisted local officials. The ministry said it would reimburse local governments only for between 40 percent and 80 percent of their costs. Local governments also had to provide proof, often including laboratory tests, that pigs died of African swine fever and not some other ailment."

* Sigh. "Armenia massacres were not genocide, says Trump:" https://www.bbc.com/news/world-europe-50828179

* "More than 700 scholars pen letter urging House to impeach Trump:" https://www.washingtonpost.com/politics/more-than-700-scholars-pen-letter-urging-house-to-impeach-trump/2019/12/16/575d980a-2060-11ea-86f3-3b5019d451db_story.html

* Sigh. "McConnell rejects Schumer’s opening offer on impeachment trial:" https://www.politico.com/news/2019/12/17/mcconnell-rejects-schumers-opening-offer-on-impeachment-trial-086433

* "Sen. Chuck Schumer says he'll force vote on whether Mulvaney, Bolton should testify:" http://www.msnbc.com/all-in/watch/sen-chuck-schumer-says-he-ll-force-vote-on-whether-mulvaney-bolton-should-testify-75256389664

* "Giuliani Provides Details of What Trump Knew About Ambassador’s Removal:" https://www.nytimes.com/2019/12/16/us/politics/giuliani-yovanovitch-ukraine.html

* "Lindsey Graham invites Rudy Giuliani to Judiciary panel to discuss recent Ukraine visit:" https://www.politico.com/news/2019/12/14/lindsey-graham-rudy-giuliani-ukraine-085061

* "Top U.S. diplomat in Ukraine to leave post at end of year:" https://www.nbcnews.com/politics/politics-news/top-u-s-diplomat-ukraine-leave-post-end-year-n1103196

* "Giuliani says Trump still supports his dirt-digging in Ukraine:" https://www.cnn.com/2019/12/17/politics/giuliani-trump-dirt-ukraine-yovanovitch/index.html

You know how we said that if 45 doesn’t face real consequences, there would be no limit to the lawlessness?

Mitch McConnell has announced he’s not holding proper hearings and has already made up his mind and doesn’t care what the evidence is. he has bragged that he’s going to collude with the White house and conduct the impeachment solely in accordance with their wishes and that he is an extremely partial juror and he plans to ignore his oath of impartiality. Lindsey Graham had previously proudly announced that he won’t even look at the evidence.

Republicans have basically said the don’t care about their oaths, 45 can break all the laws he likes and there will never be any consequences. Is anyone surprised that the law breaking in order to destroy our Democracy is now this brazen?

Giuliani is now bragging about continuing to break the law by soliciting interference in US elections by foreign government. As in that is what he was just in Ukraine doing exactly as everyone assumed.

* "Lisa Page contrasts Clinton, Trump probes and public disclosure:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/lisa-page-contrasts-clinton-trump-probes-and-public-disclosure-75259461966

* "Lisa Page to Trump: 'If you want to respond, respond to me':" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/lisa-page-to-trump-if-you-want-to-respond-respond-to-me-75259973868

* "Lisa Page describes pain of betrayal by DOJ, Barr, Pompeo:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/lisa-page-describes-pain-of-betrayal-by-doj-barr-pompeo-75259461876

* "Lisa Page explains how she understood the 'insurance policy' text:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/lisa-page-explains-how-she-understood-the-insurance-policy-text-75258437813

* "Page: Trump-Russia counterintel relationship not a Mueller focus:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/page-trump-russia-counterintel-relationship-not-a-mueller-focus-75257925968

* "Russian disinformation network is said to have helped spread smear of U.S. ambassador to Ukraine:" https://www.washingtonpost.com/technology/2019/12/17/russian-disinformation-network-said-have-helped-spread-smear-us-ambassador-ukraine/

* "Giuliani associate can stay on house arrest despite ‘suspicious’ money transfer and a warning he could flee:" https://www.washingtonpost.com/national-security/judge-says-giuliani-associate-lev-parnas-can-stay-on-house-arrest-prosecutors-called-him-a-flight-risk-who-belongs-in-jail/2019/12/17/c959af34-20e2-11ea-a153-dce4b94e4249_story.html

* "Rick Gates sentenced to 45 days in jail, 3 years probation for conspiracy and lying to FBI in Mueller probe:" https://www.washingtonpost.com/local/legal-issues/rick-gates-faces-sentencing-for-conspiracy-and-lying-to-fbi-in-mueller-probe/2019/12/16/8e0aa3ac-2033-11ea-a153-dce4b94e4249_story.html

* "House passes $1.4 trillion spending deal and sends it to Senate ahead of shutdown deadline:"https://www.washingtonpost.com/us-policy/2019/12/17/house-passes-sprawling-trillion-spending-deal-sends-senate-ahead-friday-shutdown-deadline/

* "Chris Hayes on the Party of Voter Suppression:" http://www.msnbc.com/all-in/watch/chris-hayes-on-the-party-of-voter-suppression-75254342002

* "National Center for Lesbian Rights Leader on Making a Movement for All:" https://www.advocate.com/news/2019/12/17/national-center-lesbian-rights-leader-making-movement-all

* "Trans Inmates Face Poor, Dangerous Conditions in Florida Prisons:" https://www.advocate.com/news/2019/12/17/trans-inmates-face-poor-dangerous-conditions-florida-prisons

* "I Was Harassed After Being Outed By My Students. Then Something Amazing Happened.:" https://www.huffpost.com/entry/amy-estes-gay-teacher_n_5ddbf961e4b0913e6f70a19f

* "Another "Mona Lisa," U.N. Climate Summit Fail & An Odd Casting Call for Amazon's "Lord of the Rings":"

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* "If You Don't Know, Now You Know - The Black Community's Mental Health Treatment Crisis:"

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* "Hallmark Channel After Dark:"

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* "Shamelessly Partisan Senators McConnell And Graham Pledge Not To Remove President Trump From Offi…:"

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* "Accusations Of Sexist Comments Haunt Michael Bloomberg's Presidential Bid:"

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* ""Porch Pirates" Steal Holiday Packages:"

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* The ice maker stopped working just after we put the initial paper work in with the city, but the repair was too minor to add, they said. I bought a couple ice trays and dug out my old goth one I kept after the last move, since I can't afford something so frivolous as repairs to what is fundamentally a luxary.

It was just the start. I noticed the ice hadn't frozen correctly in my freezer Monday night. Weird, I thought, and turned down the temp.

Tonight it has an error light. When I looked it up, it means a circuit went. It's far beyond me to fix. If it had blown a month ago I could have had a new refrigerator. Now? Fuckfuckfuck!

The refrigerator is basically mostly dead until it's fixed. So that is a fun new problem to wait up for and hope there is money to solve.

I can’t unspend the cat food or the fish tank money. I can’t not buy gas or pay the end of month auto draw bill. There is some left, but Squirrel was without pay this week and I’m trying not to freak out about the slowly melting food in the freezer.

* Some RL friends of mine who were barely scraping by just lost one of the part time jobs they collectively hold and it's really fucking things up for them. These are good people, who do so much for others. Want to help? https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-a-gig-worker-get-through-the-winter/share

* Student Film tropes: https://twitter.com/CAwkward/status/1205979773136183298

* "Tell of the Moon Dolphin:" https://twitter.com/USCPSC/status/1203823834777997312

*****
* Full list of Resistance and charity links has been migrated to my profile as it was getting out of hand.

* A small, cheap thing to help climate change if you have little money to spare: https://onetreeplanted.org/products/amazon-rainforest-peru

* How to donate to Rainbow Road: https://www.rainbowrailroad.com/donate

* Here are a bunch of state level links to help people in immigrant detention: https://taibhsearachd.tumblr.com/post/186058182962/woundability-this-4th-of-july-celebrate-the

* Angry about the concentration camps on our Southern Border? Here is a list of useful things you can do: https://medium.com/@togetherandfree/feel-helpless-amidst-the-horrific-immigration-news-youre-not-how-you-can-make-difference-today-108dc42de88e

* "More Organizations to Support Helping Kids in Concentration Camps:" https://thisfinecrew.dreamwidth.org/201920.html

* Here is a massive list of things you can do to help refugees inside and outside of the Camps: https://s-leary.tumblr.com/post/185783586806/so-youve-probably-seen-the-post-going-around

* A list of organizations to help you run for office: http://lovingmyselfishard.tumblr.com/post/167330144634/psst-hey

* The Indivisble guide exists to help you organize effective resistance: https://indivisible.org/

* Want to support Christy Smith in the primary for Katie Hill's seat?: https://secure.actblue.com/donate/dw_ca25

* Have something you want to tell your Congress Critters? If you can not protest in person, here are some other options:

Call the Capitol Switchboard at (202) 224-3121 and ask to be connected to the representative of your choice.

This App phones your rep for you: http://takeastance.us/

Here is one that will send your reps a fax: https://resistbot.io/

* Some RL friends of mine who were barely scraping by just lost one of the part time jobs they collectively hold and it's really fucking things up for them. These are good people, who do so much for others. Want to help? https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-a-gig-worker-get-through-the-winter/share

* HorrorMux is currently running a Max Mad type thing. Available Archetypes are here. I'm Martyr if you want to find me.: http://horrormu.com/index.php/Available

* Help pay for cat food, litter, meds, medical copays: Paypal Lethran@gmail.com or paypal.me/Gwydion

* If you are interested in helping, right now the Cat thing we need most is:
https://www.chewy.com/wellness-core-signature-selects/dp/147047

The dry food I was going to try (less urgent) is this one: https://www.chewy.com/blue-buffalo-wilderness-flatland/dp/176663

Or possibly this: https://www.chewy.com/instinct-by-natures-variety-limited/dp/44654

* Birthday/Solstice master list: https://gwydion.dreamwidth.org/2108835.html
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The guy who fixed my dishwasher last year can’t come until after Christmas. The more expensive people can come Friday.

When I told them yes, I thought I had the money in the account, but I had forgotten I’d spent all but the auto withdraw plus fees getting the 30 Gallon cover and some food earlier in the week.

If I knew the fridge was dying I wouldn’t have bought the stuff for the fish move.

The twenty test is going well, by the way. There had been massive die back since the sup lights weren’t strong enough to keep the plants alive. This alarmingly thin and fragile light strip has already doubled the size of the plant babies and the surviving longer strands are growing and healthy. It doesn’t prove the 30 gallon strip will work even though it’s not ideal, but I’m starting to have faith it will keep enough elogia alive to keep the fry mortality low.

Current plan is to move at least one tank over next week.

Anyway, Squirrel’s job situation is stabilized for now, and theoretically he will get back pay. The issue was, he could stretch to cover the cheaper estimate, but the higher price I greed to with repair people number two was... dicey. We can’t guess in advance price for parts or whether it ends up being a one hour or half hour fix.

I was at the do they take credit cards and can I scrape enough tail ends together to make it work if it’s high end of estimate instead f low point.

But IT”S OKAY! A friend sent enough in the night so that we should be fine even in what I expect to be worse case.

The freezer is less than ideal, but at full blast has started making ice again. The real issue is the refrigerator half is only just below room temperature. I bought some ice today in hopes of saving the heartier perishables, but I’m not sanguine. The vegetable drawer had gone from edible to slime already.

I need to see if the extra insurance the City made me buy for the renovations covers any of this at all. (Thank you reader who pointed out it might. I need to check as the policy was bare minimum since I really couldn’t afford it at all, but it was worth it for the getting the city to fix nearly all the things).


I have had next to no sleep because the phone kept waking be with a hearty mix of things I needed to know and assholes. I would have had five hours at absolute best, and I forget how many phone call there were, but it was in the five to six range.

I really the fuck hate the police/fire charity scam. I hate that they only let me block 25 numbers.

Anyway, I dragged myself out or forage despite the shakes, did the pharmacy/library/bank/gas loop. (I know it sounds like I’m pissing away money, but pharmacy has been free since mid-November and will be to January 1st, and gas was on empty and I know Solstice will need about an 8th tank. Putting ten in means I can drive between now and January 3rd). I need to do a few things, but I’m going to go the fuck to bed right after because I kept falling asleep and having the mouth parts fall out during lungs.


I repeat, It’s Going to be okay.

Tomorrow I have a big HorrorMUSH commitment. Friday is mid-sleep cycle fridge repair and a thing I promised to do with Squirrel. Saturday is baking. Sunday is Solstice. This will mess with my posting schedule.

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